sorry hazrey but i am sick and tired of your tirade against medical field. before you say it ain't so, please bear in mind that yes, you did, you did spew something that hasn't clearly explained nor with proper investigation in your blog. in the mind of people, medical field is doctors. no they do not know that there's medical assistant that sometimes make terrible mistakes, but to you and i, they're all white coat and sthethoscope wielding nerd, they're doctors!

it seems to me that you operate your blog just like any media people would operate their papers, tvs or whatever, you post controversial topics, use improper languange, and then say that "it isn't time for a proper language". and the latest, with the disclaimer?as if a disclaimer would diminish the fire you have started...in my heart. what? i don't know.

i'm 22 and i can utilize polite manner and language to say things i want to say, why, sometimes, can't you? am i butthurt? yes, i do. i'm one guy clearly on the edge with school and everything. and your entry hurts me. it's about me now, i'm selfish like that.

but i understand it is your space, and it is your right, so i don't think there's a need for me to say anything in the comment section. would it change anything, and because i don't have anything good to counter you with, maybe you're right, maybe you're a bit right or a whole lot right, i don't really care. so that's why i'm writing on my own space, in my own bandwidth. you can say or rage or be disappointed, it's your voice it's your space. also, clearly i'm not a good writer. i'm not a word-smith.

back in 2009 i think, i happened to watch an episode of 999 on tv3, the case was against a hospital. so a guy, pretended to have an acute asthma attack, went to the emergency  dept to receive nebulization. but, the actor talked normal, with no sign of serious illness (but he did had his hand on his chest...good acting). like this episode of 999, it's a bit unfair to me.

maybe i should colour and use larger font in some of my points but i think thats internet-ejaculating.

may i ask something, have you thanked your doctor?

don't mind to answer. i don't really care. in fact, i got bored and i don't know what to write anymore and why the hell i'm started in the first place. as a fellow human, i wish the best  for you and your family. nothing breaks the heart like when one of your family got serious illnes. i understand that.

p/s if you found this, please don't link it back in your blog. i'm a coward, i have no other reason other than that. you seem like a wise, rational guy with connections everywhere, i'm no one. so it's pretty rational that i'm a bit scared.


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