i don't follow the trend of keeping it short. i love mine elaborated, in neat details and all, even the most simplistic has details in the colour, design and feeling.

but here's come the catch, i'm not a particular person...i can oversee what i have in front of my eyes, literally and figuratively. maybe the habit of taking a step backward and see the whole big picture, or portrait because i like portrait more, is finally backfired. when you taking one step backward one too many times, you lost it, and you kind of see the whole thing as, well, good.

but, it's depressing to go into details. really, it is. try for yourself if you don't believe me. you see, everything you've done so far in your life, leaves traces. on people, on things, on time. they do and they will haunt you one day when you least expecting them to. they're like the ghosts in a haunted house, you know they'll come but you still helluva in a shock when they came.

some day i'll learn that it is true that some people aren't destined to be great, they're not destined to be in textbooks or forbes' 10 most aspiring figures, or UsWeekly 10 hottest in bikini. but everyone leaves traces of their deeds on people, on things and times. and these traces affected people, for some, greatly. and maybe with that optimistic naive thinking, everyone can be great.

including me.

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